It sucks to have many things to do at the same time, and the worst part of it is that you have all of them due on the same day and at the same time. All the teachers want your best for their subject but the thing is you are only one person. What do you do?
I have a million things to complete and yet I'm doing pointless things that don't and probably won't help me. Why? Why do I always agree to do things that I think I can manage, when in reality, I can't? And I always land myself in the deepest shit.
For one, I was realy enthusiastic about canoeing but being such a loser, I decided to skip cca for so many times because of a mere and probably insignificant rash on my neck. How great is that? Sometimes I really don't understand how I can stand myself and I really marvel at how people can stand me. I'm such a brat.
Next, I promised Rhen that I would deliver the IH literature review and the proposal to Nanyang tomorrow when I know that I have training and I haven't been to any of the four trainings this week which is pissing MsLi off and I know it because it's my responsibility. So why did I promise? And the silliest thing is that I don't even know if I have it with me. How noble am I? Or rather how 'noble' am I?
And the thing about priorities. It's only into the first term of the year and I'm owing so much work. So much work. Well, I don't know what else to say/describe to make my pathetic state known to you.
And well, this is more like a venting ground for me so I guess I will update oherieonion more than augustrush.
Fickle-minded, as usual.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
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